it's my forth day im going to last as long as possible as long as i make it past 5days i'll be happy, although im not sure i will be but i have to last a long time. im 9st yay! i've been trying to get here for months and now i've finally done it god im sooooo happy!!!!! when will it be enough? never. im bf told me im fading away, no. there's still too much of me for that. he's scared and i think i am to. my head hurts.