havn't updated in ages

Listening to: seether
Feeling: illuminated
oh god i havn't written anything in so long..i've been meaning to...just....you know..things at the moment have been kinda hard so i didn't know what to say. im eating normally :) i don't like it. but i need to be able to concentrate for GCSE's, eh been crying ALOT usually when eating or thinking about what i've eaten. i've been hurting myself alot more as well..i hate me and just don't like any part of me inside or out. stella! i havn't spoken to you in ages hope you're ok, i'll post on your diary next.
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just lookin around..just posting because I like your diary
[Anonymous]
Thanks
That comment was nice
Id smile for you but Im in a down mood right now.
Ive been going from one extreme to the next. Mainly because Im not on my bipolar pills but also because of all the shit thats going on.
But whatever.
Thanks again