fat piece of shit

Listening to: michael buble-home
Feeling: fat
Maybe surrounded by A million people I Still feel all alone I just wanna go home Oh I miss you, Let me go home I’m just too far from where you are I wanna come home And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life It’s like I just stepped outside When everything was going right And I know just why you could not Come along with me But this was not your dream But you always believed in me ---------------------------------------------- i need to go further in i need fuel, i need loathing 24/7 not that i don't already but i need MORE. this isn't enough it isn't working!!!!!! F-A-T! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I-NEED-TO-LOSE-WEIGHT!!!!!!!!!!! so bloated. sick. im going to the doctors for chest pains. he'll just laugh. fat cow. i want to rot away. this is all i have. starvation.
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oh babe...

you know you dont,

and thiness till you disappear wont make it better....

i've missed you my love...

the chest pains,

they're

probly

you're

body

giving

in...

dont let it win..

yes yes?
Hey just wanted to say good luck with the doctors. I am sure its nothing to worry about. I am training to become a fitness instructor. Just get into the gym keep active its the best way to lose weight. Dont cut out meals though. because that wont do you any good. start a diet if you feel the need. dance around when you have time. just keep active. sorry i have gone on a bit lol. its my passion i love helping people get fitter and fell happy. joe