Well, as vacation is winding down. I've only met/seen this one guy that I seem to really like. His name is AJ he's 14 from minnesota. I mean I didn't actually talk to him but I was with these other girls and he is really nice and funny but hes really hot too! haha. I know he knows my name but I want to talk to him so bad but when I look at him I cant say anything back to him like I just freeze me and this girl syndney were going to go play basketball cause they have a court there but then i saw aj and i wanted so badly to go down there but I just couldnt!! I know I should have, but I couldnt! I feel like he's gonna think im a dork or something I know it sounds lame but I just dont know how to act and i want soooooo badly to talk to him cause i always see him and he looks at mean and i look at him and i want to be like "your hot i want to talk to u but i cant" i mean i dont even know him, but i feel like im gonna miss him! what should i do? go up and talk to him? im afraid hes gonna end up leaving before i do! ok, so i sound totally lame but whatever im out... later