Why can't I be the one he notices? Why can't I be the one he wants to talk to every chance he gets? Why can't I be the one he looks at while I walk past? Why can't go up to him and just start talking to him like all the other girl's do who have boyfriend? Why can't I even find a guy who likes me? I guess I'm just doing the whole "pity on me" thing, but I really wish I has someone in my life right now. I know that there are chances for me when I'm older, but I'm not so sure. Tonight at the football game, all the people that I'm friends with have their boyfriends and I will just stand there and have nothing to say. Maybe I'm not gonna go..