This morning I woke up and got ready to go to school. Today was a half day which I was excited about. The retreat was boring and it was on friendship. I kinda thought about why our retreat was based on that and I could only come up with was that we have/had frienship problems. The activities were dumb. We played this game sorta like musical chairs but with poly spots instead. What ever color spot we got, we went to that corner of the gym and Mr. Turner would ask us stupid questions. He asked the one I had written down for him! Haha that made glad. We also did this exercise where we had to write down our best friends, then closest friends, then just friends, and then acquaintances. It was ok but I didn't really like doing that. We also watched a skit put on by Shane and Giovi and a bunch of other people. That was boring. Kristen Elmore gave a great speech on what best friends were to her. It made me want to get up and go give a huge speech and go give hugs to my best friends. Mrs. Blackwell (yes I listened to her) talked about her best friend that had moved away and about how she talked to her at least once a week. I wanted to go call Amye at that instant and tell her how much I missed her. Annie said about how she and her best friend had promised to go to the same college. Me and Ashlee talked about going to the same college, but she's smarter than me and she's gonna go to a smarter school but I promised myself I would always keep in touch with her! :) Same with Calle and Amye. I saw Him today. We made eye contact today and everyone was trying to guess who I liked. (Everyone more just like Jones and Brendan.) Brendan was guessing and he said His name and I said no because he was standing right there. He looked at me when Brendan asked his name and I just said no looking to the ground. We talked online today for like a hour which made me happy. I wish I could just tell Him that I liked him and that I didn't have to regret saying it. Whateever happens happens. I'm just getting my hopes up....