Today was an ok day. Varsity practice was better than it was yesterday. Me, Sam, and Allison were all asked to move up to varsity. I don't know what I'm going to do. I'm sort of leaning towards one way but I'm going to feel bad if I don't play and I feel like I'm going to let everyone down. I hate being in these positions. I'm gonna go and HE (aka HIM) is just being ugh right now...