Today I did pretty much nothing. Some people left me rude comments when I expressed my opinion on John Kerry (I go for BUSH) and I had to delete them. Right now, I'm listening to music and I really wish I could go dancing! I decided I don't like HIM anymore. It's Over...(haha that song by Nelly is on right now) I don't know. I knew I really didn't have a chance with him, but I guess I sold myself short and thought he did. (Ha Don't know why i said that thing about selling myself short.) Anyways, I'll be ok. The two weeks I did like him were fun. The way my stomach would get all twisted inside when I saw him, the way we made eye contact and I felt a warmth through myself, and the way I was all nervous when we would talk. I guess I did have more of a crush on him than I realized. I'm done with guys. I'm not saying I going to be a lesbian! lol. Maybe there is someone out there for me and I just need to not be expecting it, and when I'm not expecting it, it will happen! Maybe I should go back to my brother's baseball. Haha. Nahh. I'll find someone else better than before. I do admit he was cute! :) (I liked his hair and eyes lol) Shaggy hair is a plus! New subject- John Michael came over today with news that I didn't want to hear. He told me that Cole Sawyer died. :( He was only 10 and had the biggest heart ever imagined. I only met him a couple of times, but when I did see him, he brought warmth to the room. I'm going to go now. Gamecocks finally won today! Yay! We're going to a bowl...Night!!