K well yeah that guy i wrote about in my last entry that cheated on his gf with me then told me he had a gf. yah i was pretty pissed off and everything but then i met the drummer of this band and he was like relli fukin hott n stuff n he asked for my number n everything and like maybe we'll go out n stuff y'know? so i was talkin to a good friend of mine n im like 'yeah, u know what, fuck it, im moving on, i met this new guy, im gunna go for it because im not just gunna sit around waiting' and now everyones all mad at me and theyre like 'why do u like this new guy!? whats wrong with u!?' and onli one person gets the fact that i cant just keep liking that other person cuz he has a gf, and theyre totalli inlove so its completely pointless. its like holding a rock and waiting for it to turn soft :S... -Starry Eyes