Listening to: Listen To Your Heart - DHT
Feeling: undesirable
k, i love my boyfriend to death, but the fact is, he's a hypocrit. see he gets mad when my friends text me or call me, yet i know it makes him uncomfortable so i dont hang out with any of these guys alone. now see, he gets mad at that, but he chills with his ex girlfriend all the time, like today he called me n told me he was chillin with her, but im pretty sure that he only called me n told me that because my buddies saw him n he thought they would rat him out or something. n see, when im really sick n stuff n before he even calls to see how im feelin, he'll call his ex girlfriend to see if shes down to chill, obviously its gonna make me uncomfortable. n when i tell him that he calls me a paranoid freak. and the fact is even though he knows how uncomfortable it makes me he doesnt bother to do anything to make it better, infact he chills with her more now. it used to be once a month, then once every couple of weeks, and now on his call list he has her number more than mine. seriously am i honestly being the paranoid one or is that actually fucking wierd. :(
guys have no idea like that
-imaginary