im fukin nuts.. i cant figure out why im pissed off about kevin going out for movie with ray.. at first he said that he doesnt wanna go FUK I CANT EVEN TALK ABOUT THIS.. IT MADE ME EVEN MORE PISSED IF I WRITE ABOUT IT.. BYE.. kev i know u'll read this eventually anyways..im being egoistic i think.. shud i care about u going out with ray? altho i pretend not to care i still feel afraid if somehow ray took u away from me.. coz u seems like u do still have feelings for him anyways hence the jerk side of him..and hes like trying to say that he has changed unlike the one he was before (being late and all that crap shit).. i shudnt write this.. but i donno wat to say.. shud i spend the time alone? why does this happen when the skool start? when i cant see u as often as i usu do..when i need ur appearance to make me sure that u wont leave me? am i being such a freak? YES.. ugh.. fuk me being in love.. bye people..