so yeah today i went to downtown instead of studying lol.. a new guy moved in to the house and live downstairs and he just got here from france so he doesnt know anything at all here and he cant speak english very clearly and all.. so i took him to downtown coz he said he wanna buy a cell phone for him and all that.. after that my fren called me to ask me to teach him for the midterm tmrw so i went to his place and teach him stuff and all that.. since i studied before in skool and then teach him too, i think im quite ready [ugh i hope].. and then i went home and feel tired.. chris didnt talk much so i gess i shud just go to sleep.. we never did talk anymore after i called him last time and he got accepted to nic and all.. well maybe im not that talkative anyways and i always ask stupid questions and im just as lousy as anyone.. yea the low self esteem comes again.. fuck i hate it.. why do i always have to feel this way.. anyways.. im ok hehe.. well its just me being weird but i still do good and be ok in the real life.. i dont know.. i always mask myself anyways in the real life.. noone really knows how i feel except if they ask and i feel comfy to tell them.. anyways i shall go.. i have the midterm tmrw and i have to sleep early.. til later guys :]