the lonely feeling kinda comes up again.. prolly becoz of the weirdness that has been happening lately.. my dad, kevin, some other people, chris, some new people that i just know.. everything seems to be confusing and i feel like i dont have any real frens to share and all.. i dont know.. do i always need a boyfren? i mean its good being single and all.. i dont have to think of anyone and im free and all.. fuck i dont know.. lol i shudnt post this but it has wasted my time anyways lol.. so im posting it :p