ok so kawa san FINALLY decided not wanting to talk to me ever again coz he thinks im hurting him since i wanna see him on cams first before i even meet him.. well he seems fishy anyways.. wanting me to go to his place whenever we talk.. and he said his dad just passed away and yet he's still laughing with his sister and talking to me in a happy way?? i dont think i can ever do that if my dad passed away.. he also told me that one of my fren emailed him last time he went online saying that im cheating on him (wtf?!) and he said that was why he deleted me last time LOL i totally dont trust him and i told him that i didnt give any of his email to anyone :p so anyways i am relieved that he decided not to talk to me ever again.. after that i went for early supper with a guy -neil- in anton's pasta.. the place is really nice.. and really famous as well.. it was really big, the pasta and all.. i really cant eat it all and decided to bring the rest home (which is like 3/4 of the plate).. neil is a nice guy and a decent ones.. we talked about freakish people from the net that we met lol.. i told him about the kawa story lol.. yeah internet really does make everything can happen.. scary sometimes.. he then brought me back home (using his friend's mini cooper.. OMG ITS MINI COOPER :P) and then i talked to charlie -my future boyfriend :p- and went for a nap afterwards coz he wants to take a nap as well and i was pretty tired too.. woke up at 8 and he was still asleep.. i went for shower and clean the whole house coz its my turn this week.. i did a pretty good job this time :D and then i called charlie coz its 10 and he's still not awaken lol.. he asked me to wake him up at 11 and so i watched another anime coz my internet was disconnected til 12 smth :S.. so then i wasted my time watching anime and talked to charlie til i have to go to bed.. next on the news.. kevin is going out with greg *sigh* i was hoping i can find someone else faster than him lol.. but oh well.. greg is a nice guy and ive known him too before kevin introduced us lol.. i cant believe that he is the GREG.. lol i think i didnt actually ask greg's name until kevin told me and i was surprised that it was him lol.. well greg is a cutie and a nice guy too.. he was kevin's best fren too before and kevin too was thinking of dating greg before we went out.. but greg just broke up with his boyfren before so kevin decided not to go out with him and went out with me.. lol bad decision :p but im not regretting going out with him i gess.. he was my first serious relationship that i had and im happy for it :] well good luck for greg and kevin.. oh and for mike and perry too.. i really wish mike can finally find someone who really care and know him well and not walk away from him.. im sorry if i did that too but i was pretty annoyed by him playing with the msn and make my computer freezed up everytime i unblocked him.. but well frens again now :] laterz