i got a karma? lol iunno. so someone has been calling me a slut behind my back? thanks for Big C for helping me :] i didnt know until he mentioned it to me. i didnt really check the comments before coz i thought noone really reads it anymore. hmmm so who is it? are u gonna tell me this time? for your information. me and little chris never dated. we just talked on the phone and be all romantic sometimes. we never really date each other and we're just being such a good friend :] we still are. and we finally decided that we mite not date. coz we never really get the attraction to one another. and we cant have a relationship withouth the attraction. and jason, we never really date. we just go out and have some dates. and i made it clear [actually he did it too today] that we're totally over each other. im a bit upset about what happened today. but oh well. i dont have the right to be mad at him. im not mad. just a bit shocked that someone who i actually think wudnt do smth like that, wud actually did it in my friend's car. with me knowing it for sure. so yeah. its karma i guess. lol and the thing about howard. im not dating him or anything. so no misunderstanding or anything. we're just being a good friend lately. and we watched will and grace together. and he was being so nice to distract me out of my depression. =D thanks A BUNCH!! yeh. i need some friends who are single who can actually mingle and talk and do fun stuff. good thing i have helice and carol :D love ya guys :] so anywho. no more clarification. i hope everyone knows what im doing rite now. lol. i think im just gonna be single for a while and enjoying my single life while getting to know someone more and more every day and eventually date him sometimes later :] hehe cant tell u who he is now. i dont wanna be called slut again. lilC mite know. hehe. ciao guys :]