ok so the mysterious person.. its definitely not bigC, lilC, kevin or anyone that i know.. so i gess its mike.. :p well i dont know about him anymore.. i just hope he's doing fine with his life and thats it i gess.. anyways up dating again.. well everyone is sad lately.. i dont know why.. me too actually.. kevin is being freakish about the cute guy who's "interested" in him and like sooo freaked until i have to make him realised that watever he wanna do is CRAZY and instead of making him getting that guy, he would totally not get him.. i mean that guy had only talk to kevin once and he was like all freaked out about it.. and then me!! lol is being freaky of chris with alan too.. i mean chris has been talking to alan for only two days and i was like all freaked out of the possibility losing him as my fren who i usu talk with everyday and all.. hehe silly me.. well luckily cole was on and i talk to him and he bring me back to earth and realized that im being paranoid again lol and then florent -the cute french guy who lives downstair- found out that im gay yesterday :s its becoz of the sloopy bigC who talk about me and slip about it.. :s big NO NO chris.. hehe well anyways it turns out good and florent is still being nice and everything and all so its all good.. i wish he's gay too :p *BIG GRIN* lol and then i went for coffee with tim at nite.. just for talk and stuff.. i was bored at home and chris is talking with alan anyways and he also was like repairing his cams and such "aw i feel bad for him.. he just bought the cam and suddenly his computer get broken and now he cant use his cams and mics and play the msn anymore :(" later at midnite.. my fren was talking to me on the phone til like 4 :s and well chris didnt go back online and so i went to bed since its late anyways.. good thing john wake me up at 9.. i asked my fren to do it but he fuking forget :s well anyways thats all for my exciting yet boring weekend lol laterz