um i've made 2 entries and this site is so crappy since it always go error everytime i click on submit entry or w.e.. anywho.. me and kevin is doing good now.. we talked about it and we;re not bf anymore.. we're not bfs before anyways.. but its just clear about that now and i shudnt be that serious over him and all that.. be more casual and all.. we mite be serious but he's just not ready for any serious relationship.. and the more good thing is that he asked ray not to do that too.. at least he tried to act smth about it.. and thats the most thing that im happy about.. and tho ray said sure and all that and everyone said that he'd prolly still gonna piss me off when later we met each other again, i dont think i'd be pissed at all.. i dont need to be pissed i gess.. yet im trying to be more casual and not too serious and making all drama about everything about ray.. later then.. and thanks for both chris for all of ur support and all..