hectic it is. ahhhhh i cant stand it lol. boring lectures and all that. =( i miss summer. but yeah. i'll get used to the condition of this boring endless school again. as my teacher says, we have to change our perception in order to enjoy something. so yeah. school is lovely. *eeeep* anywho. lol.. things have been going on well i believe. had a date on saturday with yuuki and it was good. the only bad thing is meeting those indonesian guys which just complicate things up. i dont know whether i shud tell wisnu about me being gay or not since caroline has already known about it. but then i rarely see him anyways. havent talked to chris too lately. he says hello million times but im always not here. =( i kinda miss him. america's next top model is on tonite. or tmmorow nite. but i saw the tv schedule today and it says there's america's next top model. altho not in citytv. lol im gonna be a tv fan soon i think. lol its america's next top model on wednesday, amazing race on tuesday, and the oc on thursday lol. and there will be will and grace too soon. i wanna watch their first live show. i dont know when tho. anyone knows? lol well i think its getting too long and boring lol. i always rant everytime i write this. but yeah. school is boring and lotta work.