since its new year. i think i shud write smth here.. its been so long since i ever write things here.. i dont really feel like writing things on the net anymore lately.. not even for talking on msn.. iunno. it is just getting boring and well i do think i am getting bored of myself.. things are just still the same.. the apartment is great and we've been partying all day this month.. drinking and playing games.. gurls are evil btw.. they can not control their drinking and just be wild after 5 minutes of drinking.. my friend almost jumped out of the balcony and damn we live in freaking 23rd floor apartment!! anywho. things are just ok for me. being lonely and everything same ol same ol. im broke now tho. my new year resolution is not going clubbing anymore and no shopping and dining out! and im gonna go on diet!! and get muscled! damn! i hope those will work out =p oh btw. i just found this site from my friend www.pandora.com !! check it out! its an awesome site for u guys music lovers!! well all in all my life is good. except for those money problem. but i can manage [hopefully] i still am in love with chris and i dont know when this is gonna be over. and he shud call me soon or im gonna stalk him forever! =p HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS!!!