well i havent written in here for quite sometime..nothing is really new just that last night i couldnt go to sleep so i was like jumpin up and down on my bed and i did a summer salt and i rolled completely off of my bed and my foot went right through the window and the glass cover behind that and then the screen behind that...it was quite an awful experience..but my foot is just fine, just a few scratches...my mom still doesnt know but what she doesnt know cant hurt her.:-D but...afterwards i laid in bed and it felt beautiful..bc some of them were sel-inflicted well most of them were..ok all of them were but i have a good excuse..and she wont knwo the difference..i just took the glass shards and cut my foot up...afterward i felt whole and alive, warm, and i didnt realize how much more i had missed cutting..and how it helpd me all the time...but its hard now to hide it since everyone knows...:/...so i guess...idk well i have GREAT news! my friend and i have finally worked things out and now were better friend bc of it..(i think)..(i hope)..bc shes cool as hell and we're still too "unstable" to hang out but i hope by the time camp comes along we will b allowed to hang out a little.. well i have to go im at a friends house.... l8r*