today was bad..i walked downstairs..and into the kitchen and i herd my mom saying that i was so miserable and so mean to everyone that she knows and then she said maybe Dr. Bro can take her for a few years... so there for i feel hated bc now i know how my mom really feels behind the "i love you" she says..and this made me feel real good..so now its 1:27 and im at home with my sick uncle whose been here for like a week and a half..so now all i wanna do is get outa this house..and my moms now at the mall she was like u wanna go i was like no y would i wanna go with someone that hates me..so im hopin i can go out with tom tonight so i dont have to be here.. so yeah and im goin to kennywood tomarrow bc i have to with the band bc im a bandy now..WOO HOO.. and my friend christina is mad at me again idk why tho..but one day a like 2 3 weeks ago she was like leave me the fuck alone..and i was like o ok at first then i said well how bout you grow up and let me know when you do..then she said what part of leave me the fuck alone didnt u understnad and i said what part of grow up didnt you understnad GOODBYE..and that was that.. except one day at band camp during like lucnh or somthing Ross called her and when she answered she supposedly sounded like man so he didnt say hi so then he like passed the phone around to ppl and they didnt know her so they didnt say anything then i grabbed the phone and said hey and she didnt sound to happy to hear from me..but yeah anyways it seems like every one that i love hates me so yeah o yeah and my 3 friends got held up with guns like 2 days ago by some niggers...