i must say that things are going better..me and my friend are doin okay now :D .. and uhh.. i called my lunch table freaks and they like were like ashley i dont think you wanna sit here cause were a bunch of freaks so i was gonna sit somewhere else but i didnt bc i had no where else to sit..so like all they said was like freak and shit like trying ot make me feel bad..i must say they did succeed..i felt bad bc their not freaks their just better than i so i put ppl down so i feel better about myself.. and i was like called down to teh office for my detention..and i got one..which blows but o well thats what i get for messing up.. my dad finally decided to call after like 7 weeks.. and i didnt want one word with him but i gave him a chance anyways and he failed so i hung up on him..then he kept calling and i kept hanging up..he also doesnt want me to get my license bc he needs control over something and he doesnt have control over me anymore so its killing him..which i love :) then i was called down to guidance like 10 times cause i didnt go down..turns out it ws just for a check up cause i went down this morning after they called me down on the morning announcements and this kid josh aka tux like hes having problems and i wish i could help but im not good at advise..but he said i was good so maybe i was sorta helpful..his gf cheated on him with some guy who was married to a woman with cancer with like 3 kids..and she told them that after they broke up afetr dating for 3 years.. yeah and band supposedly this kid wnts to ask em to homecomming but idt he will cause theres plenty of girls prettier than i and skinnier than i os i doubt ill get a date that doesnt bother me tho cause its kinda bothersome...but if someone askes me ill prob go well i know i bored everyone who read this entry im sorry for borring you..u can comment if youd like cause i like it when ppl do..anyways im out later kidds