well today is friday and none the less it sucked..idk i feel that im more bi polar than so called depressed bc i dont always feel bad but its like highs and lows..now i dont know if thats bc im off my medication or what but thats just the way i feel... so yesterday i skipped 11th pd which was Americian Literature with this like elementary school teacher, Mrs. Lombardi..and so i went with Ian to CVS cause he steals condoms there all the time then we went to wexford elementary school where we smoked and swang on teh swings while the kids were still in school..then we like made out and more i wont say but not as far as you may think...he wants to have sex with me which dont have a problem with but i herd he raped his friends sister who was like 13 and well im sorta scarred of him but if i give him what he wants maybe i can prevent from getting raped..:/ then he dropped me off at school again bc i had band practice and as i was walking in to school again my english teacher is walking out an im like ooo shit..so then today she was like do u have a slip for me to sign and i was like no and she was like was it a call in i was like probably so she was like ill check so i have a really bad feeling that ill get busted but o welll..cause its only a detention..i just dont wanna get in trouble..and then left my book bag in his trunk and i set off his alarm and i couldnt get in..which sucked bc i needed my book bag..so i had to find him like 20 mins later cause i didnt have his cell # but i got it off some kidd named chris..so yeah that was my day and today i have to go to band for the game bc im a cool kidd like that..i HATE band but o well im gonna hang in there cause it will keep me out of trouble..sorta kinda..lol well im gonna go write in like a few days feel free to comment PLEASEEE..bye