i just got home from my shrink...it sucked ass because a unspecial someone had to show up and fucking make me cry..this someone is my fucking dad who i hate intensly...he got out of control, that even my gay shrink couldnt handle..he made a complete asshole of himself..he likes to lie about stuff he knows is wrong to get me in trouble or make me look stupid...and guess whose the lucky girl who has to fucking visit him tomarrow at 10:00 a.m., that would be me...from 10-2..that should be complete hell. ive got no plans for tonight i wish i did...but i dont think anyone will invite me to their party or want to hang out with me..so ill probably end up sitting on my ass watching some gay ass tv show dreading the next day.. its not that i love my dad soo much..its just that i hate him a little too much..i really dont love him at all, im sure i might cry when he dies because he is my dad but i dont love him at all..he always knows how to make me cry..and make my day all the more worse...he knows how to make me uncomfortable in my own fucking house..i just LOVE it ill write more later if im still here