The word of the day is now my friends everyone around me is having a mental break down my word! omg all I hear is complaints on this fucking diary my life is to hard My friends think I am gay I cant take it anymore you all are driving me insane there is so much fuck you I hate you you hate me suck a nut and choke I am going to kill you and all that fun shit omg how come everyone can put on these masks of lies and deceit huh? I know I am not perfect and I am not the prime canidate for anything other than a few laughs or smiles but honestly.. When I see you guys at school its all fun and games no one is screaming at each other no one is like omg I have no friends no no no If you dont have any friends or anyone to trust come hangout with me I am not always the perfect person to get advice from but I am a pretty good listener. I can freely admit that I have said somethings and done somethings that I look back on and say damn I am an idoit or Jeff you are a mother fucker ass wiping bastard however I tell myself Jeff next time you do that I am going to knot you out... Anyway the main theme here is if everyone lives in the past how are we going to live through the future. And if we continue living in the past Then we might as well fuck our selves and call it a day... The time is now and I guess we can live out the rest of our days how we want but honestly this fuckking sucks ass!