every day I go to work and every day the people verbally abuse me... I dont want to sound weak or soft or anything but the constant "not good enough", Do this do that is making me pissed. Everyone is sitting there then Larry walks over Jeff do this Jeff do that and everyone else is just sitting there Geesus cant they just leave me alone... Sometimes I want to hit them... My hands... MY HANDS... they shake with anger sometimes... in fact today they still are shaking... I can barely type. Anyway My sister moved back in after spending the last 3 months with her drunk boyfriend... God he pisses me off... When we first met him he was all preppy like.... but really he is just a drunk that is more bastardlike than the boy in the van ride in coahoma... I want to hurt him badly cuz he is ruining my sister.. The end I swear when school starts again Ill be the happiest one... -Jeff- I am at your mercy