the following songs are dedicated to those who feel and hurt the same as myself. Check them out see what you think "Every Sunday" i don't have time for your solutions and i don't wanna deal with your mistakes no matter how much medication the doctor says i need to take i still say.... you're the ones that kill your babies you're the ones that fuck your kids you're the ones that throw each other away you're the ones sitting in church every sunday and i don't want your religions and i don't need your sympathies and i don't want a part of all your hatred no matter how much you yell at me i still say... "With This Knife" I let myself fall into a lie I let my walls come down I let myself smile and feel alive I let my walls come down No matter how i try i don't know why You push so far away You wrapped your hands tight around my heart And squeezed it full of pain [Chorus:] With this knife i'll cut out the part of me The part that cares for you With this knife i'll cut out the heart of me The heart that cares for you I can't believe the way you took me down I never saw the pain Coming in a million broken miles Like poison for my veins [Chorus] The hate and the fear The nightmares that wake me up In tears The nightmares and (the hate)... "I Want My Life" i try to be the man i am in times of broken lives and shattered dreams and plans standing up to fight the pressures and demands staring at the knife and holding in your hand what used to be your life this world is crazy my dreams are fading i want my life you fight your fucked up holy wars fire anti-christ jesus will come down and help us win tonight now how should i feel i think i feel alright so tell me where to aim i'm blinded by the light this world is crazy my dreams are fading no one can save me i want my life and when i wake up you'll be here and it will be the way it was