this is also a melo entry but im puting it in here cuz it was originally ment for here. well i made a Sit diary last night and i hate it so far. i cant come to "my site" like on melo? unno? i dunno. and i cant figure nethign out barely but im doing everythign right. i wrote my frist entry that im going to now write here cuz IT erased it!!!!. wellll that aside. yesterday at school i had an O.K. day. i had a buncha homework and i did it all and i worked out. my dog's leg is broken or something, she can't even walk without limping. poor thing. with my serindipity i found a davey poster int eh mall and bought it and framed it and hung it and also framed al pacino (scarface) and fight club posters. it looks awesome. today at school i had a ton of work to do and a test. my spanish teacher bothers me sooooo much. i heart all my friends and i dont feel like myself in indiana. thats the worst part. i hate to keep bitching but its true. i dont feel like MYSELF here ... and thats the worst. i dont feel sad or happy or pist or nething.. my feelings are kinda numb. i guess thats better then how mat feels right now. but it DOES suck. i wanna be happy. i miss feeling REALY happy and being happy about that one girl or that one even thats gunna come up in the future and i miss wanting to go to school in a little way just to see everyone and goof around and be in my own. can neone identify? ... like i miss going to ehs and seeing EVERYONE and like making jokes with my friends in between periods and as im leaving school catchin up with all the kids and how their day was and making plans to hang out after school and get food and all that kick ass stuff. soo im numb about all that and it sucks. its hallow. oh well. im not thinking about it. my posters look fabulous though! i may come to cali in a couple months so thats cool. school is starting soon for EHS so mat should be happy. Kam-slice wants to be a history teacher wich is dissapointing but i hope she is a cool milf history teacher when shes older and not a boring one that no one likes... ever since my experiance at HSE ive been anti-teacher . boo. oh i think i may save my money to build a new computer. and best of all... im going to fight mr. jake loyd in a light saber fight.. thats right, im going to fight Anakin skywalker himself! he goes to a highschool near by and im going to challenge him. hes a crazy stoner i heard. oh well. it will be an expieriance. well i gotta go, school my computer class is over with. oh i got sick over the weekend and now im sick and it sucks. i hate being sick and im never sick. i keep sneezing and blowing my nose. and i worked out on the gizell last night and it didnt help. but i enjoyed it. recently ive been connecting with my dad more so thats good. him and my brother and I all have good laughs. isnt that neat? i know it is. its so wierd how im OVER MELO like now that i have this its soooo much better. i sont even know if i wanna mess with melo nemore. i think i'll just abandon it since it was lame and took forever to load and all of that karma stuff. yay for sit diary. well till text time <3scott<3.. oh the pic of me is waaay to dramatic in its own way. i dont even think it looks like ME..