Well im at school today! im sitting in computr doing absolutely nothing! everyone are talking and im doing nothing. i have a group presentation tomorrow in english! i hate that no work tonight!! wooo i rule i know what im geting for my birthday from my mom.. my brother kind of told me.. well ig uessed and then eh gave it awawy... cuz i rulek. i hate knowing that far ahead but i can never help it.. im kind of excited.. its nothing big... ill find out for sure friday. Bleeding through cancled the next 9 shows so im not going for my brithday... taht really sucks!! i wanted to see them soo badly.. i saw them with AFI and it was neat and very hard.. they seam so hard .. i loved it.... i got this is love this is murderous!! this weekend i spent 50 dollars on CD's and iw as going to the mall to efing buy presents for my mom and dad and brother! im so freaking selfish!!! i still have no idea what im giving my brother, now i odnt know what im talking about. on sunday i have to work and im supposed to go to a lunch in with my mom dad brothers and sister at a relatives housE!!!!!! welll i guess im not going cuz work calls. after work im hanging out wwith lauren.. woo hoo i love hanging out with that girl.. shes fun. life is going ok... someone pointed out that if u are depressed thend you are thinking about urself too much and us hould think about other people... so i decided im selfish and should think about other people instead of myself cuz thats lame... i drank alot of coffee this morning.. and it snowed! eww its nowed.. and i got out of my car and almost slipped ont he ice and i was still half asleep cuz it was 7:30- and i had just woke up!! well i got out of my car and after that i went into school.. gulped my coffee and off to hell i was.. even though im not thinking about myself as much, it doesnt change the fact that i go to a school thats the gates of sending everyone to their doomz... gay. oh well im over it.. i think im going to a different school next year, carmel, esperanza or im going to do homeschooling.. also.. im going to apply to a gym to workt here and quit subway so taht i get super hott.. if igure if i work at a gym i will be so healthy it will be insane..d oes neone work at a gym that could tell me their input??