i woke up edgy this morning snapping at my mom. i felt bad for doing so. maybe cuz it was raining yet again. Maybe not, i mean, all i can think is my best friend thinking to himself "bitch quit dipping in my koolade!" so i dont think that will work out who knows. DOn't wanna fuck things up for or with either of them! nothing ever works out, im gunna get an ulser by the time im 20. yuck. maybe ill get lucky with a heart attack. no thats sinical. millionare is more like it. im gunna read 8 chapters tonight. huckleberry fin is the shit. subway was a nice way to end my week of reading mein kampf at the Hitler Jugend a.k.a. H.S.E.. i had a steak and cheese sandwich