got out of school. drove to chicago. we went like 90 the whole way. andrew and i had a LoAD of fun driving in downtown chicago! FATA was o.k. but we only got to see fata cuz it was so late. yea. it was great seeing them. but. they are the opposite of hard. they must be xPussyxCorex err something. damn. we then proceeded to sleep i sleept well. the following day.. we woke up.. *saturday* and went to starbucks. andrew and i and pat and a friend went shopping. i got NEW JEANS! and a NEW JACKET! they are very nice. from GAP and Wet SEal... then we took the train to chicago. oh man. met two girls on the train. after that. we walked 2 miles to the Subway station.... took the subway to rigley field. got off and walked 5 blocks err so to the VIC theater. there were soo many cool kids at the show. the artists were great. variety... Conner was energizing and emotional.. Everyone at the venue was smokeing.. soo.. it was kinda unhealthy to stand and watch. but oh well. well worth it. we took the L-train "brown Line" loop back to washington street and walked a good half mile back to the Train station. i found 5 dollars on the ground and a bum later asked me for change. i blew him off.. as i walk down the street i realized the 5 dollars i had found and darted back to him and gave it to his cold dirty black hand.. and unno ..? he said.. "GOD BLESS YOU GOD BLESS YOU ALL!" aha. it made me feel good, even if he IS gunna go buy crack i dont care. hes happy. poor soul "maybe the poison will kill us but the poison kills the pain" ... poor bums... we had to wait at the train station for an hour or so and the two girls we met came back and we talked for the whole ride back to the subburbs because they were going to the same place as us. they were in college. very nice. we talked for a good while. the car was frozen over. had steak n' shake.... then back to sleeping... i slept extremely well. and then we drove back to fishers today. the drive back was great. pat and andrew are halarious.. andrew drove my car back aaah! but its all good. i wanted to drive cuz it was sunny!! i got home. my dad was home from going to cali. my mom is on her way. back to HSE. i have a wierd feeling in my stomache right now. im.. im.. what am i.. im.. UnEasy, but not about anything spacific.. im on a scale. i wish i could be solid on things in general. Damn this A.D.D. Damn it to hell. i loveed chicago.. i feel it abandoned me.. abandoned me for good, i will never have the feeling of the first experiance in that place ever again, just a memory, a chemical reaction in my brain, and it will be forever embeded. similar to a life changing move across country. the whole trip brought me back to a little spark of goodness in the world. i cant wait for something like it again. ::scott:: i cant wait to talk to Elisa. i cant wait to talk to jewlz or mat about it. thank you to all that need to be thanked for this weekend.