yea soo last night was my first night at subway. I ate a sandwich and a cookie and soup and if i keep this up ill be fat by tomorrow... the people are looser's that work there but nice. its ok to work there but if they only pay me like 5.50 ill have to quit. so i got home and i worked out for 15 mins and it made me wanna through up and my heart rate NEVER went down so i passed out on my bed and woke up this morning. ( i think im Extremely unhealthy, but im working ont hat...) i talked to this girl last night. she is awesome. so mat says i should just not talk to her nemore because of several reason's. I'll talk to her this weekend and decide what im going to do then. i know i dont want to say "hey be my gf" to neone or nething.. but if i start to like somone a whole lot and get to know them then naturally ill wanna do soemthing about it cuz it would be nice to feel that close to someone again. im starting to like this girl so i think i should talk to her, but then i dont wanna mess up our friendship either. maybe ill take mat's advice? School fails, i forgot to turn something in today :-( but ill get my grades up for sure. Im looking at photography on the net right now for class. its fun so i havnt figured out my christmas plans... i talked to my mom about it. Me and Pat want to go to california for a week or so but... we dont have a place to stay yet or nething or a ticket or my parents o.k. GOD it would be fun though~! ok i got to go study. If nethign interesting happened with neone lately, i hope they drop me a line in my BUSINESS.