i had a horrible day. school sucked. nothing good happen i didnt get a good sleep last night so i was tired all day, and not because i was up late doing homework or anything like that i have a project in every one of my classes and i dont feel like doing ne of them.. most of them are bullshit newayz my mom started telling me about doing something when i got home today and i didnt wanna hear it and told her to just cut to the chase and she got all pissy.. then she forgot that our 100 dollar rebate was on the box that my monitor came in and i gave away the box so she got mad at me.. like it was my fault and all i was trying to do was sleep cuz im tired and hate the world these days.. im in deep depression and all i can do to get myself out is keep myself busy with other people on my spare time. the hollidays are coming up including my birthday and since i NEVER EVER EVER EVER EVER get what i want for christmas, with the exception of last years failure trip to california that made me really sad besides seeing mat and kevin and garret and nick... the hollidays just make me not wanna be at home .. AT ALL..and worst of all i have to work and im stuck in the snow. can neone identify?