i wish i knew what i did havnt seen this person in over a week and i wish i did. ... not that i need to see people that are my friends like EVERY DAY but... no calls or NETHING. maybe the quote un quote, is just busy. oh well.. i guess there are other fish in the ocean.. but this one was like so different.. like a wierd deformed fish that grew up by the neuclear power plant... 1 in a gillion (or the population of indy)(i dunno? )::sigh:: oh.. update. she just called me back finally. but there was no "nice to talk to u" or "we should Hang out sometime" but no worries... not like shes my gf and shes got a life too. just dont like it when people are dumb like that and i guess im just envious of what i cant have. i guess shes not dumb. shes VERY private and doesnt share whats going on with her. Most girls are like "blah blah blah life sucks because of this this and this" and hand u practically an OUTLINE of whats spoiling their happiness for the time being wich usually pisses everyone off neways. but shes just like hi bye with nothing in the middle.. neone know what thats about? school was excellent today... nothing got to me.. i didnt get a stomache ache... and i did my work. it felt nice. i had a surprisingly EXCELLENT weekend with kevin. that guy will be missed. oh well.. ill see him and EVERYONE in a month or so.. i HOPE... i SHOULD. christmas is around the corner.. i was just thinking that.. and my BIRTHDAY!! no more being denied movie entry. thank god. i got a job at subway, i start wednesday. yay for me.... less free time.. oh well i owe my parents like.. 500 plus dollars (DAAAMN!!!!) well i better go.. hope mat calls me some time soon ::hint hint:: ::hearts::scott::hearts::