i was just reading old entries. i used to have SOO much to say in them.. i wrote like 4 books. they all like thoroughly describe my day or week. well today i went to school. i had an ok day :- i hate school but i manage to pull it off with a smile on my face cuz im that good. i then came home and got dressed went to work. work was FAST pace tonight! i managed to get all the dishes done. i even told Karim a joke, this Arab i work with. hmmm well at school i found out my friend is moving away to a different school cuz her mom things HSE sucks. wish we could ALL be so fortunate. but im sad cuz i NEVER see her out of school so like eating lunch with her is the best part of my DAY because, indeed she is leaving for a good reason, IT DOES SUCK there. so lunch is kick ass. lots of laughs. we are two loners. neways... my moral will drop like 5 points once she is gone. Damn. damn. my sister is coming in today. yay for that, she will be here in like an hour? or something. im excited. i love my sister when shes not being a bitch... um.. thats a brother sister thing though huh? and my brother greg is coming in tomorrow. that will be fun. im going to wrestle him to the ground like the old days till he gives up since im as big as he is now. i rule. i want to move in to an apartment senior year and go to esperanza with pat and andrew can come and go to college or junior college and live in the apartment with us. and we will all have cool jobs that pay alot of money.. andrew will get lucky working for a T-shirt company or something designing cool artwork for bands making like 50 bucks an hour and working 3 times a week. pat will work at the skate park and give guitar lessons on his spare time, and ill be a manager at a subway somewhere. we will have the "most fly" apartment ever, with a big fridge, a comfy coutch. bunkbeds ... a room for music, a few sculptures.. and pat and i will be 2 of the only kids in school with our own kick ass place... oh and it will be in like irvine or newport, near the ocean, short drive to school, good amounts of sun, i paint a good picture. sooo friday night. what should i do scott.. scott what should i do. ive gotta just go balls out and try something NEW. cuz fridays are getting a bit dull. maybe there is a show. i had better search on line and find out. cuz i want to do something. aaaaah.. i smell road trip. since NO ONE EVER CALLS ME here in indy and im kinda a lone ranger if you will... ill have to start making stuff for myself to do. the Calizone was a victory turn out. pefect amount of cheeze.. then i DID get sick after i ate it cuz i had to eat mat's portion too cuz he wasnt here. i even had a plate for him.. it said mat on it.. and had his half of the calizone.. but then since he didnt eat it.. i had to scarf it down before it got cold. sooo i want to hang out with lauren sometime soon since she will be leaving soon. thats sad. gosh. SOON. i talked to my old l.a. teacher today. mr. Gastineau... he was anxious to hear when i would be going to california next. i was like geez man.. he is an uptite dorky looking man with glasses but really he is a stoner Skater from the 80's at heart.. (so i hear) one day he brought a skate board in class.. one of those oldschool ones.. and he just BUSTED out.. like.. u wouldnt belive it. it was so wierd seeing this nerdy teacher attempting a kick flip. did i make that up? ahah maybe maybe not.. maybe hiz namez greg? i saw terminator 3 the other day. "john conna, eet iz Time" aaah gave me chills. love that movie series. listened to Falling Cycle for a while today and it made me feel like going to a show! damn. i got these pictures of the AfI show fromt his extremely nice girl over the internet and they are of davey signing my friends art book with hand drawn pictures of DAVEY and the look on his face is so cool and my friend was SOO happy to get the pictures.. he like froze, then hugged me. it felt good to make him feel good. soo.. christmas time. i wanna get away i want to fly away yea yea yea. ok well thats whats been going on in my life. i hope to talk to you soon SIT. ::hearts::scott::hearts::