spring break was a sham. my family did not go anywhere. i worked almost everyday. i went shopping. i saw two movies. i hung out with elisa a bunch, that was fun. that girl is crazy. in good ways. i had a horrible day Friday?? i dunno. i think it was friday, i hit rock bottom. i dunno why. do you know what that is like, S.I.T.? well of course you do, you shut down periodically. it sucks. i was just feeling like shit. having bad thoughts and thinking nothing of myself. boo hoo. i sucked it up and saturday was much better, well the next day, wich i think was saturday. possibly saturday. i dunno. went to circle center. it was the shit i bought new pants. Things are good with elisa. and all i can think about is getting out of this horrid school. "fuckin right doggy!" cuz it sucks. not just the regular suck, but extra suck. if u go to my school, ude understand. well, i talked with kami, we are going to be attatched at the hip again this summer, i think of summer alot these days. BEACH ALL THE TIME, BEACH, BEACH, and more BEACH, and then unno what? IN N' OUT, Mischeif, Fourth of July fireworks, DAshboard confessional, A.F.I., Modest Mouse, going to Chain!, Going to the beach some more, oh yea and her bf will be coming along for the ride im sure. hope i like him. Sand, foami salt water mouth, dry shoulders from too much sun, heavey bones from napping too much on the sand, wet car seats, no socks, no shoes, no underwear, mexican food, tacos, pools, jacuzzi's, sun glasses, get togethers, late night drives, not getting in trouble with po po. bowling, shopping, maybe going to l.a. once err twice. san diego a few times. BON FIRES TILL the park rangers kick us out with their little floatie orange surf boards and big microphone things. wut wut. ok ill stop shouting out random fantacies and ideas that cant be captured in words fully. most of these things are just representations of good feelings that create summer, summer. oooh and lets not forget traffic on the 91 and the 55. ohh and lets not forget Jamboree alll the way to PCH. Fasion Island! AAAH ... someone... please tell me they know what i speak of. ::hearts::scott::hearts::