well. i had a nice night after subway. the kid i work with is crazy. my friend came over and we watched GhostBusters. but now i cant sleep, im feeling nestalgic about last summer. i HATE that. i dont know why. but i DO.. it was a song. music.. now i have this play list of all this music.. and its like.. AAAAAAAAH i dunno. im crazy. it made me realize.. it was an awesome summer. I need to Make myself a little fake reality bubble that everyone else has that i dont have that i need. or the one i have is a shitty one. so that i can be all in La La Land until im like 18 or 19 or even 20.. im sick of serious life. konstantine, All Of Sing The Sorrow, Finch,SomewhereDownInFullerton by allister, Taking back sunday, Sparta, Rancid, Homegrown, modest mouse, ThrowDown, Shakira, No Exceptions, The Used, Rufio, Falling Cycle, All of them.. all on my playlist for some reason they found their way and they all freaking spark some memory of the past couple years of sometime or another.. sometime in highschool.. it is crazy well i cant sleep. i think im .. whats the word.. well that. i cant ever sleep. yuck.