ack i had another entry but it didnt save. i think i got booted or sumthin. guess ill start @ the beginning again- ive been thru about 3 online journals n they were all crap. so this is the day of wreckoning- either i keep up w/ this one or its bak to ink n paper 4 me. [i dunno ne1 here cuz no one lyks to look up good online journals frum my skool. so if ya wanna b my..."friend"...just comment n add or however it work] i commented on 2 pplz sitez cuz they were...-interesting- letz put it that way. my friend n i r makin up this address n given it to this guy, pretendin itz the girl we think he'z lyk'z address. its gonna b so funni cuz he'z retarded so he wont figure it out. (now i dont mean actually diagnosed w/ retardation but he's pretty stupid @ moments)well now i cant put this link on profile for awhile or else he'll figure it out...mayb ...erotic is an emotion on here?? eh i guess sum1's felt erotic @ one pt or another on diz site- i wudnt want to know y but hey, wutever floats ur boat. i shud b practicin that shitty instrument called a tuba sittin across the room but im a lazy ass n i dont feel lyk gettin my lazy ass up off the seat @ this moment n time... ::hour passes by:: yep, still sittin here. i hate the weather 4casters. they said there wuz supposed to b 3 inches of snow on the ground this morning- we didnt get jack shit man!! i shud have listened to that one radio that said it wuz just a blip on the screen n that there wuz no snow. writin sum songs cuz ive been feelin down alot l8ly. i wore all black 2day (surprise surprise) cuz im mournin for this morbid world. ~ending war, one death @ a time~ dunt ya think its kinda stupid for us to b over n Iraq, or at least so many? i mean common- we shudnt have declared war n the first place. i think bush iz an dumass monkey-lookin pothead hoo needs a labotamy and to b put to sleep. now listenin to Brand New. the picture up on diz site is of Jesse frum Brand New. he writes good muziq- gotta luv the emo sound of it. kinda lyk Linkin Park but better. aiight im out 4 now ~leave sum hoo'z itz~ *dude, bak for the editing* i think im gonna stick w/ this site for awhile. now i feel lyk an individual cuz everyone @ my skool has the other online journal n it sux ass if u cant/dont pay. plus i dont know neone here so they can't look on me for past judgements. i guess ill subscribe to some of those w/ interesting sites~ thats lyk a billion ppl [or however many happen to b signed on 2 this] if u wanted to know- im still sitting on my lazy ass. i dunt even know if i have homework...english no...civ nutin but the proj n kates finishin that...band- not even answerin that...n french- did that yesterday. i guess im good for now...oo mayb it'll "snow" again!! my muziq pal is on. its this guy i know frum skool- we used to hate each other n now we're lyk reeli good on muziq w/ each other. we give each other all these bands we think deserve propz n ones the other shud look up. mainly he's given me all the muziq but u didnt hafta know that. tonite is thurday- wut comes on @ 8??...ah i can never remember til it actually comes on. ooo but i think i do- Steve Harvey's Big Time n Jamie Kennedy's Experiment. its fun 2 watch weird ppl get paid 2 do wut they do best. ive been havin alotta tension headaches n the past week. i think im dehydrated- my mother says i prolly am. i drink alot of water n still i have a headache. its frum the bitchy math teacher- she thinks we only have her class so she gives us as MUCH homework as POSSIBLE!! i mean we had to do five different things w/ a hundred probs each. PLUS write out each step!! okay i may b exagerrating on the hundred probs part...more lyk 25. so n the end its a hundred so there ya go!! o this is funni, sad, n tru all @ once- im thirteen n i havent had a b/f since KINDERGARTEN!! haha- i laff at the awkwardness of it all. this guy got mad @ me cuz i said i'd never consider goin out w/ him but he got over it. {whole inside joke about sexiness..lotta detais} i may b lazy but i type...alot...alot alot. n i mean it too. especially when im bored. actually even when im not- i jus multitask. i mayb a freak but i luv to listen to the keys on the keyboard click clack as i type... *weirds out* ~Sic Transit Gloria~- good song by Brand New. check it out if ya can. im hungry (as usual) but too lazy (as usual) to go find sumthing to eat....hmm mayb ill roll up the stairs. o i saw someones journal- they had writings on it. i think they were poems or sumthin. i think ill subscribe 2 them. neone else worried about mad cow disease? i know i am. i keep askin my mom if i hafta eat the steak cuz she keeps buying it. think she's tryin to kill me? mayb she has insurance on me that i dont know about...*shifty eyes* i shud check the records just incase!! hey mayb blinkie's will work on this site!! letze~~ mm'k apparently not. mayb ill roll up the stairs to find sum food...is that physically possible? o well ill find out soon enuff. ~leave sum hoo'z it'z~