today wuz okay. 2morrows gonna b shit. xina told kyle hoo told his bro that i like him. catie told me to play it cool n b mysterious. i cant work w/ that man! im gonna like die. xina said kyle said fuck after a long pause after she told him. i dunno if that wuz brian's response or wut but i dun really give a shit right now. i sit 3 seats away from him in band n his locker is n the same hall as mine. -takes in a deep breath- i will not die. im too young to die so 2morrow will not b the day i die. yes. no jus gotta keep tellin myself that kiara got pissed cuz sum1[hoos apparently some kind of jerk] found out hoo she likes and told sum1 hoos gonna tell the guy. i wudda b like (in that possition) "hoo gives a damn?" ...hmmm so y am i freaking out about brian. AHA!! i have no reason to!!! i dun wanna b bitchy like kiara so im just not going to worry. may ramble n rave a bit on here but no dying or bitching. --yesterday wuz a very "productive" day. me xina n kiara went to the mall [the nice big one...farther away but better than the one down the street] n we got a shit load of inside jokes w/ phillie now. theres wuz this freaky guy n this woman[whore] there. well the guy put two of his fingers down her pants while he wuz sitting down n she wuz standing in front of him n then an "unexepected friend" POPPED UP for a little visit. yes it is wut u think. alot more branched off of that. some how we got into the conversation of guys we know, jacking off. really really strange.... mmm candii.. ive been friendified by some new people. woohoo. i want a long list so i can look popular and everybody will want to b my friend. heh. scott touched me very inappropriately today. it wud have been better if it wuz my ass but the other side? I DONT THINK SO!!!! its cuz i wudnt let him hit me inappropriately w/ his trombone[r]. he's really sick- i mean really truly sick. now he cud get away w/ it if he wuz cute. emphases on the word if but no- thats just off. i wudnt let him touch me even if he wuz cute! (yea i knew u were waiting to call me a whore. lmao) Sixth Sense is on. thats the only horror movie that duznt scare me. n thats only cuz i saw it when i wuz...what...8yrs old?? neways imma go watch it n eat dinner. -catcha l8er alligator, in a while croccodile- ...i like to say croccodilian...