i am really starting to get pissed off by racist and stereotypical ppl on this site and everyone else in this world. i mean it is really pissing me off. i dont understand how ppl can b so close minded about things and not think about something they want to say before they say it. its just really really stupid how selfish they are. sometimes i just want to slap the shit outta them but i won't. moving.on.to.better.and.brighter.things i saw brian smiling twice today. twice @ me neways. my eyes were like succioned...sucktioned...suctioned..i think that wuz it. my eyes were suctioned to his- it wuz so freaky cuz i cudnt move them. either that or the "want to" and the "need to" wuz off balance. found this really cute pic of him. its from last yr @ my friends new yrs party. he has the "deer-caught-in-head-lights" look on his face. his bro is also in the pic n it looks like he's mouthing "fuck-u". haha. brian n kyle cant come to the movies cuz brian's getting his new trumpet n kyle said it took him 4 hours just to get his sax. sadening. nearly missed my bus this afternoon. lent tammy my pull-over cuz she wuz wearing an "inappropriate shirt" for skool. cudnt find her afterskool so i dont have it now. ill get it bak by tuesday of next week or else imma hunt her down. i've been carrying around my "library" all week. it consists of "The Giver" that we're reading for english even though its on 4th grade reading level. [its a good plot for any age- it just has simple wording]. "Three English Comedies" cuz i have an odd obsession w/ the British humor. and lastly "A Wrinkle in Time" i read it in like 6th grade but didnt finish the last two chapters so figured i mite as well start over n finish it this time. i think im going to go read my "library." stealing nana's phrase: I'm outtie, yo.