thot sleeping wud help rid of my feelings. boi wuz i rong. shower didnt help either. i think im feelin worse if nethin. my friends dont help- i tell them wutz rong n they say "okay" n move on to a diff subject. yea im supposed to feel loved thru that, huh? i realized part of wut steven did wuz actually sweet. he told kyle not to say no if i asked him to dance. told not asked. he's a pipsqueek so he prolly cudnt have dun nethin about it if he had said no but hey, nice thot. lets try moving on to a diff subject... um Yahoo! Pool is a good game. i suck @ it but its fun. i get lucky shots once n a while. u shud try it. Letting the darkeness come over me, hoping to see one bright spot in this gloom...