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Auto response from Me: hott highskooler has my fone #- will he call? hahaha James: no i dont have your number lol

very funni james!! that made my day- i love u!! lol ^.^ until that i wuz feelin pretty worthless today. i just realized yesterday that my dad didnt want me. its kind of lyk- ud expect the ppl hoo made u wud at least say "hi" n the amount of 10 yrs but apparently not. my friend, tina's parents r divorced but both of her parents actually want her so she spends her time w/ both of them. thats reeli good if they had to b split up. i just want to yell from the top of a building 2 my father "u worthless piece of shit. how can u not love me? u made me for god sake. if u didnt want me- u shud have kept it in ur pants!! JACKASS" but i cant. he's not here...faggot. o..happi st. patti's day. there- theres my green, dont even <>think of pinching me. eh my moms comp is crappin out on me so i cant do my algebra homework. eh procrastination, excuses- nething to get out of that shyt. i hate math man. namely cuz i suck at but hey wut ever floats ur boat. dayum this comp is less than 3 yrs old n its already fuckin everything up. sure hope mine duznt do that. i hate pants... yesterday james(not thomas) wuz lyk "...im gay" that wuz the most random moment ever. just imagine u n sum friends standing there n one of ur friends in the middle of silence just goes "im gay." im not sayin theres nethin wrong w/ being gay or lesbian or wutever but that wuz extremely random. finished my isearch proj. *woohoo* i think i actually did pretty good on it. now lets just hope i dont get sent to counsiling. i wuz smart enough not to put the song thats on the entry before this one but i did put another one that makes u question wut i do at home. dont worry: i dont cut, do drugs. or nething of the sort. id rather just take it out on a punching bag or just going out or sumthin. BUT enuff of me. how r u guys doin today? hope life goin well for ya. if ur still alive i suppose it is. and dont kill urself just bcuz i said that. im so glad that none of my skool friend have this diary otherwise id just b holding everything in like i did b4. sum of my "friends" i just cant stand. *woo* suppose ill do my homework now..