Brand New Day

Feeling: fresh
im tryin on a new look of me. some new styles of clothes- kinda of revealing but not lyk a whore. i also put on a little make up- prolly the most ill ever put on in my whole life. jus a lil eyeliner n mascara to bring out my eyes. they're the best feature on my face so they hafta stick out as much as possible!! ^.- gonna ask my mom if i look okay or if i look lyk i have a black eye. i didnt put on that much so it shudnt look that bad. less is more, right? bernards trying to kill me...no idea y. i didnt do anything cept tell him to shuddup- but hey if it wuznt me it wudda been the teacher. better me than him i figured. "Im going to kill you, you sexy beast!!" is what he said to me. again no idea y. omg- u know what hurts lyk shit?! splitin the skin right between your fingers. i dont know how the hell it happened but i looked between my fingers n the skin wuz split. IT HURT LYK A FUCKING BITCH!!! now it looks lyk a mouth- i can make it talk to but it still hurts lyk anything. dude, wtf? i asked kyle out n he says no and now he cant keep his gorgeous eyes off me. im being watched by a hottie hoo duznt lyk me. somethings amiss// connor's a gay, mother-marrying, father of himself freak. 2morrow's the dance test...im gonna fail..im gonna fail!! but 2morrow is also the vday dance(a lil late i know) so its gonna b fun after science. if kyle shows up there imma hafta kick his ass...nice though it is...haha i wrote a couple more poems. one was again inspired by Math, but it duznt have nethin about the subject in it. i spose ill type it for sum help:
There, in the entireness of her body in the blackness of her soul She found herself running Running to nowhere, from no one Not a guiding light in sight Not even a helping hand She will not find her way Not in this hellish barren She still runs forever, endless The dark wave made of tears not far behind Those tears she'd cried, tears of the past Like a great monster, it wanted to take her No ray of joy to befriend All hands of regret extend The path is gone, hidden from all eyes Blinded by the darkness of the black Safe havens destructed by the wave It cares not for other's triumph Only to find her, take over the temple that was her body Ever closer it comes, a silent creep
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...k i wont do uit nemore...