spring break, no school 2morrow. or the next day. or the next day. blah blah blah. god im tired but i cant go to sleep yet. went to DC to eat food at sum crap restaraunt. all they had were things that were spicy or had milk in them..or even both. either of those i cannot have so i had to pass on lunch. --o to that guy hoo said i wuz a little kid hoo sucked. u were a "little kid hoo sucked" once in sum1 elses eyes. did u give a fuck? well guess wut, i sure dont. almost midnight on a sunday- there will b absolutely nothing on. cept "Moses"..blah i hate that movie. so old n boring. --still havent gotten the papers from camp about switching to tuba. supposed to get them sumtime last week but then again they r coming all the way from NC. its fucking cold in this stupid basement. yet i sleep down here neways. o look somethings on...is it interesting or is it sum crap show?...think its a crap show....Moesha. another crap show but its sumthing. perhaps ill go to sleep now n bypass on the boring shows. ill actually get to see Springer [funni ass show] and 3rd Rock From the Sun [yet another funni ass show] all this week. ~my mom wont let me get a summer job. now i feel so helpless. how duz she expect me to make money w/o getting it from her? she says im not allowed to babysit cuz im not good w/ kids. correction: im not good with kids when there is nothing in this house for any god damn hyperactive 2 yr old. may change lay-out sometime this week. ive got so much spare time its not even funni. glad i can relax n all but i need something to do. guess ill read...yes im a child hoo actually finds interest in books. i dont understand ppl hoo dont. i understand the illeterate but those hoo can read well beyond their level...ugh. also those hoo dont like classical music. ur preference is ur preference but i just dont understand. im blind to possibility apparently. my moms goin to a funeral 2morrow for one of the ppl @ her school. they got some kind of bacterial infection in their spine and the doctors misdiagnosed it. she wuz stuck in the hospital in a comma for weeks until she went brain dead. mom went to see her b4 the pulled the plug last week. i thot there wud b sum kind of miracle waiting for her at the end of that dark tunnel, but i guess that miracle is a better place...im getting all philisofical n shit...w/e. guess im out for the nite.