Scared

Feeling: schizophrenic
O MY FUCKING GOD. erica wuz over here and we tried piercing her ear and she started bleeding. omg i wuz hyperventilating- i still am slightly. its all my fault its all my fault. she wanted it, i shudnt have done it- I SHUDNT HAVE. OMG. my mom duznt know, her dad doesnt know. O MY FUCKING GOD- IF SHE EVER FINDS OUT IM FUCKING DEAD!! omg omg omg omg omg omg. she stopped bleeding and it looks fine now. i told her to wash it every single fucking day so it duznt get infected cuz the earring wont go through. then her moms gonna repierce it. but omg im such a bad friend. i shudnt have done it, i just shudnt have. omg i am such a bad friend!! erg i cant start crying now- my moms right across the room n she's gonna ask me y. i cant tell her. i CANT. omg im going to die- i shudnt have done it. I SHUDNT HAVE FUCKING DONE IT- I AM SUCH AN IDIOT AND A BAD FRIEND OMFG! i shudnt have friends if im going to do stuff like that to them. omg i had her blood on my hands. omg i am such a fucking bastard. i dont deserve friends. omg im never letting neone come over her again. never going to some1s house. we r going to have to b in public so i dont do nething so FUCKING RETARDED. god i wish i cud just rewind. like nothing happened...im such a bad friend. no means justifying what started it. i shudnt have fucking done it. god i shudnt have done it. omg im such a bad friend.
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