aiight- today wuz possibly the most exciting day of my life. i spose i shud start frum the beginnin. Alrite, I wuz lykin diz guy kyle. So i told a few of my close friends...then this guy steven belt. In PE we'r havin a dance unit. well, we had to choose partners n steven kept askin me n i kept refusin then he finally ask me y. so then i told him that i lyk kyle n that i reeli wanted to dance with him...bad idea. so today we were doin dance n shit- i told my friends, misbah n tarun that i wanted to dance w/ kyle n just told my friend bernard that i wanted to dance w/ sum1 n the other PE class. after everyone learned the moves we had to get partners. Mr Ayoub(my faggy teach) tried to pair me up w/ Norry but i wuz lyk "hell no!" then bernard yells- "GO GET UR MAN LYNZ!!" [thank god kyle didnt hear that...least i hope not] so i walk over n sit down infront of him. so he's lyk "o, hey lynz" n we ended up dancin together...thats not the end of it. hours later- in band Nana tells me that when Ms. Smiths class wuz learnin da moves w/ a partner, kyle said "Oh, I'm supposed to dance w/ Lynz, but she's not here." i wuz lyk "wait, wut?!? how'd he know that? i didnt tell him!" my friend Xina says that he's pyschic...then on the bus, Richard (a guy hoo has PE w/ kyle) told me kyle knows i lyk him. i wuz lyk "no shit sherlock!" then he told me that steven started it by telling him that sum1 wanted to dance w/ him. so he ended up guessin n idiot steven didnt tell him "mayb mayb not". Well thanx to all that- kyle knows i lyk him as more than a friend. surprisingly he comes n sits w/ me @ a friends table. l8er @ lunch i wuz n a fight with misbah against steven n jonny about how he found out. ~now my friend is tryin to get me to ask him 2 the dance which is...2 weeks away i suppose. Me: surprising part- that kyle wuz actually willing to dance w/ me Me: but then realized i wuznt there Xina: u werent there? Me: not for the first part- remember wut nana said? Xina: no Me: she said "kyle knew he wuz sposed to dance w/ u. he wuz talkin to richard n wuz lyk 'im sposed to dance w/ lynz but she's not here'...he knew he wuz spose to dance w/ u" Xina: o yea..where were u Me: weight room Xina: o Me: hey hey set me free, stupid cupid, stop pickin on me Xina: ok Xina: y dont u ask him 2 da dance neway..its worth a shot Me: cuz...cuz....cuz.....cuz...i know he'll say no....cuz...yea Xina: how do u no? Me: .....i dont know i just do Xina: dammit he needs 2 b online Me: haha Xina: then i wood ask him hypothetically if he were asked by sum1 if hed say yes Xina: and hed no i woodnt b asking cuz..well duh ryan Me: he'd know it wuz me!!! Me: he knows i lyk him. heloooooo Xina: yes Xina: but hed no i was actually asking 4 a friend Me: ...not seeing the point Xina: he mite say yes if u asked Xina: i mean kyles seeming a WHOLE lot nicer Me: soo?!?!? he's gonna say no Xina: if he waited 2 dance wif u do u really think hed say no? Me: ..yes Xina: ur trying 2 make this out bad 4 urself Me: cuz it always iz!!! Me: see? Xina: see wut Me: itz always bad- ESPECIALLY w/ guys frum skool Xina: xample Me: chris pao Me: steven koch Me: steven bruder Me: .....basically all the guys n the past Xina: did u ask all of these people 2 dances? Me: yep Me: well Me: not steven bruder Me: ooo- eddie Xina: just ask..c wut happened Xina: happens* Me: but yyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy Xina: cuz i..im trying 2 help Me: i know u r- but the past is always haunting me --interesting day, rite? shud i ask or not?? omg im sooo nervous n i cant stop thinkin about him, dancing w/ him, n touchin him...*sigh*