DAMN!! I haven't wrote in this forever!! It's been almost a month since I wrote in this. I guess I'm going to need to update this then. Let's see...I met Josh while I was cruising one night and we were just going to be friends and now it has turned into a relationship. This week is spring break and I haven't done much. Last Friday night I had Tibby stay the night. We went to Ottawa. I hung out with Josh and she hung out with Chris. Saturday night I stayed at Tibby's. Chris and Josh came out to see us at her house. Sunday I stayed the night with Tara. Tara had Amanda and me stay the night with her. We went to Ottawa from 6pm till 9:30pm. Then we snuck out at midnight. I dropped them off to hang with Colin for awhile and then I didn't get back to Tara's house till 3:30am. I got up at 9:30am. Monday I stayed home. Monday night my cousin was on the news. He locked himself in the house with a gun. There was a S.W.A.T. team outside and they shoot tear gas into the house 5 times but he didn't come out. Finally they entered the house and they found him dead. He shot himself in the chest. Tuesday I went to KC to eat for dinner and then I went to Circuit City. I got on the net at Circuit City for awhile. Then we went home. Then I went to Tibby's house for awhile. Wednesday night I went to KC to see a movie and then I went to eat at Ruby Tuesday's. Today I got up at 9:30am to get ready to goto Calvin's funeral. I went to the visitation before the funeral and it sucked. So many people were there and I felt really bad for the people that were really close to Calvin. Like my dad for instance. I have never seen my dad cry before since today. My dad and Calvin were only a year apart and they played together as kids. I felt soooo bad for him. Well I really need to get into a happy, positive atmosphere since I've been in a sad, negative one all day. I don't really know what else to say. But love to all! Tibby- Good luck with Chris...LYLAS Stupid Hoe- Good luck with Kyle!...LYLAS Logan- Mucha liebe to you too! Jordan- I can't wait to see you!! I love ya! *~*~*~*Alyssa*~*~*~*