Surgery is in 2 days. I want to go see Cary before I have it. I don’t know why but I have a bad feeling about this. It’s starting to freak me out. If something does go wrong and you don’t really care about me, all I ask of you is that you don’t come to my funeral because I wouldn’t want you there. I talked to Aimee last night. It’s a good thing I called her after nine cause my cell phone bill would be huge! We talked for like 3 hours. It was great. I don’t really know what to say. Alyssa