I don't really have much to say. My stupid hoe told me to update so I'm going to but I really have nothing to say. Ummmm....I have a lot on my mind right now but I'm not going to tell you people what it's about. Right now...I'm scared because...well...because if this happened to you, you would be scared too. But I don't really know why I'm thinking about it cuz I don't know if it's true or not. I pry won't know for awhile. Josh is planning on leaving this weekend. I really don't want him to go. I don't know why but I have this feeling that I'm never going to see him again after he leaves. I feel like he's going to leave and find someone else in Oregon and he's going to forget about me. He says he is going to come back when I get outta school for the summer. Well...I'm going to go eat a "cookie" so I can get my mind off of things. By the way...when I say cookie and it's in parathesis, it really isn't a cookie. It's a code word for something else. R.I.P. Calvin Cox July 1965 - March 2005 *~*~*~*Alyssa*~*~*~* Tibby- I really hope we don't have to go anywhere on Monday next week :p Stupid Hoe- Here's the update....Much love