EEEE! I'm tired, But strangely awake...Although Fed up, And slightly bored...and not forgetting 'Abnormal'...I feel 'Abnormal' Today. I'm on the corner of your bed, I'm Practically naked, Are you turned on? You'll never know if i'm right, But I truly do...Truly do Love You. There are a thousand things i want to say right now...But somehow, none seem appropriate...Ladies, Gentlemen, i wish you all a Good Night!

I'm sleepy.. but thought, it's about time i made another entry. Ive been looking for my old diary {PinkFairy} but it seems to have been deleted. Nevermind.. was aload of shite anyways. So.. Update. Me and Sye - Over, Again.. But for good this time. We broke up about a month ago. Im staying with my cousen, he's still at the flat. We're both loving being single... but i kidna miss him sometimes, and i kinda thnink he feels the same way too. My head is slightly fucked at the minute... Im working which is good, weekly pay - wage is spent on alcohol... weekend is spent drunk. Im too tired for this entry.. im gonna try searching for pink fairy again, so i can show karl the entries about him LOL. Where's rachael been?.. I might write her a letter.

You Know... The Very Worst Part Of Everything In My Head Right Now, Is I Can't Get It Out. No Matter What I Say, Who I Say It To, What I Write It On... Where I Write It, You Always Seem To Find Out. You Always Find Things out. If At First You Don't Succeed, Try And Try Again Huh? You'll Always Find A Way Won't You!... You'll Always Find A Way.

"We've Got To Get Better" I Said "It's All In Your Head" We Could Live Through These Letters Or Forget It All Together See The Months, They Don't Matter It's The Day's I Can't Take When The Hours Turn To Minutes, And I'm Seconds Away. Just Ask The Question Come UnTie The Knot Say You Won't Care... Retrace The Steps As If We Forgot Say You Wont Care We Try To Avoid It But There's Not A Doubt And There's One Thing... I Can Do Nothing About.

Arrrrgh mind fuck... im so terribly confused today. Hmm, Last sunday, went to the pride, and got *Hammered* Oh yes with a capital H ! Not funny though, was falling asleep everywhere and getting lost and thinking i was dying... Not Good, Luckly Chris found me and took me home... god knows how he managed it, but we did... and i had the worst hangover ever on the monday, so we spent the day in bed, me and sye that is... not me and chris.. Errrrm... Ugh, i forgot to transfer the money into my mums account... so now its all arseupwards and i dont know what i have to give her... bleh bleh bleh.. Paul the horrible beast hasnt paid me any rent AGAIN and im as skint as can be... i hate him !!! He's soooo going once he catches up with his payments. BORED BORED BORED. Nothing to do, i hate it when sye works weekends, See if i had money i could go and get drunk... but i dont have any, so i cant... my life is shit, i want my mother back!!! AAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH. I ate cereal this morning... then wanted more.. but i didnt eat more, cause i felt sick and full... but i still wanted it, Why is that??... Thats alllways the way i am.. Too fucking greedy for my own good, Nothing is ever enough, no matter how bad it makes me feel.. i always want more... and more.. and more... maybe one day it will kill me.

Help... I Have Done It, Again. I Have Been Here Many Times Before. Hurt Myself Again Today... And The Worst Part Is There's Noone Else To Blame. Be My Friend, Hold Me, Wrap Me Up. Unfold Me, I Am Small And Needy. Warm Me Up And Breath Me. Ouch, I Have Lost Myself Again...Lost Myself And I'm Nowhere To Be Found. Yeah, I Think That I Might Break, Lost Myself Again And I Feel Unsafe.

Clare's 12 Weeks Just Gone... She's Due In February... Charlies 5 Months Just Gone... She's Having A Boy - Due December. I'm Not Having My Implant Replaced When It Runs Out - I Refuse.

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I'm Tired...Sleepy tired, ill and have a terribly sore pelvis... too tired to write... cant type want to go to bed and make some nice food... like weetabix.. an make the milk curdle in my stomach!! Were soo bitchy... and we figured theres more than 5 girls in our year who had babies in school... one of which has a five year old daughter. Hmmm im gonna be a trolley dolly. Bye Dudes x